Well, it’s the 31st. I survived another month, which doesn’t sound like much of an accomplishment to most folks. When taking the trash out can lead to fainting spells and vomiting, and loading the dishwasher requires a nebulizer treatment though, it feels like an accomplishment.
That’s not what I’m here for, though. I managed to write something – anything – every day this month. Some days it wasn’t of import, or felt like a quick “cheat” just to get something up, but I still did it. Some days were easy, others were hard. Some I just said whatever I wanted to, and others I gnawed my nails in fear that what I had to say that day was liable to get me in trouble with someone. But I managed. 31 day streak, every day in August, and I feel accomplished about it.
Of course, it begs the question: What now? Do I want to try for “every day for two months?” Should I? I honestly don’t know. I know I want to work on Dr. Gale (who stalled a bit due to health and infestation issues but is still alive and not yet on life support, unlike some of my other work.) Did it do anything besides add extra notifications to my WordPress page? Did it make me feel any better? I can’t tell.
We’ll see, I suppose. But I still did it. I suppose that’s something to be proud of, given that between my health and mental issues, accomplishing anything beyond staring at the TV feels like a struggle. So I’ll take it and be happy.
Thanks for reading, folks. We’ll see you next month, in some form or another, I’m sure. If you want to keep up with me on other platforms, you can always stop by my Twitch channel, stalk me on PSN (under the name Ashande), on Xbox Live (as Typo Monster) or on Twitter @KaineAndrews. If you like what I do and want to help keep me doing it, you can always drop by my Patreon, or if you want to contribute to the surgery fund so I can maybe resolve my lung issues, there’s a GoFundMe right here. Anything helps and is always appreciated, but never required.
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